Another New Beginning To the Dystopian Dream

Turns out it is very difficult—for me, anyway—to keep up with the daily grind of teaching, trying to remodel Serenity into a writing retreat, keeping up with my house and yard, and finding time to write. So here I am, starting over. Again.

It has been hotter than blue blazes while I’ve been out working in the yard, thinking about my dystopian character—or my dystopian self. So here I go again. I will try to live my dystopian character’s life.

In my mind, this dystopian world is one where conventional society has collapsed. You know, the kind you see in movies—the kind of world where there are no grocery stores, Targets, Walmarts, or Amazon. Yet it is a world where people somehow still have electricity, cars, and gasoline, but live in whatever kind of dwelling they can muster or protect from someone else taking it. The kind of world where you trade for goods and services. Goods are bought at street markets through bartering or some type of odd monetary system that people don’t really trust but use sometimes.

This is the imaginary dystopian world I have placed myself in. But in my case, the street markets are thrift stores. Thrift stores are a good substitute for street markets because, like dystopian street markets, they always have stuff to sell, but they don’t always have what you are looking for. I’ll throw in pick-your-own farms and call it foraging. Anything else I’ll need, I’ll have to barter for or get for free from somewhere. I will need to learn to be resourceful!

This is the beginning. Again. New beginnings are always fun, even when you have one every few months. This one starts in my yard where, for the last two years, I have done nothing more than cut the grass. Everything else is an overgrown mess. It is the perfect setting to begin living the dystopian dream.

Fighting My Way Back to Writing

January 14, 2026

I just passed another birthday. I won’t say what number it was, but let’s just say I’m no spring chick. I’m not even a mother hen at this point. The only reason I bring this up is because time, since I have hit this particular stage of my life, seems to pass at warp speed. But then, when you are trying to play makeup for the many things you feel you have missed out on, time always seems to be in demand and there is never enough. That, anyway, is the reason I am giving for not writing since April.

Last Spring I had big plans and high hopes. Yeah, what is that saying about making plans and listening to God laugh? I think I fell into that category. I really thought I could fix up Serenity over the course of a few weekends and then I’d spend my summer in the quiet solitude of the mountains writing. Hahahahaha. That didn’t happen.

It turns out, when you have to clean, sand, prime and paint walls in a cabin, where the wall space is tight, it is very time-consuming. It was a bit of an art getting paint in all the very small spaces between windows and doors and cabinets. It took a while, but I managed. Unfortunately, life happened as well and I didn’t get to stay up there as long as I wanted so the summer writing retreat didn’t bear fruit.

I’m a teacher. In August I was back at work and the summer was gone. This school year has beat me down and we aren’t even halfway through January yet. Among the chaos and the thrashing I’m taking while teaching, I have decided I will not work so hard and I will, nay, I must write. Writing is therapy. I may not be working on one of my book ideas, but I am writing and that counts for something.

Please forgive typos, bad grammar or punctuation errors. I am posting this without giving it a day to sit before I come back and edit it so this is raw and rough. No AI, all me. I want to post it so I feel like I have accomplished some writing today.